always keep the faith...

imperfect

2010-04-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought of how hopeless and meaningless your life is?
Patheticly, i had.
Not many people will know that how torturing could it be to fake a smile on a face when the person is really unwilling to do so.
The reason why does the person wanted to put her/himself into such a suffer is because he/she wants the people around her/him to think that he/she is in a perfectly fine condition while he/she is actually in a very bad mood.
I hate people complaining how suckish their lifes are when they don't even know the person they talking to is having a harder time compared to them.

It's really important to keep this in mind: Never bother about anything or any person that are affecting your emotions. The moment when your thinking that you were right, the person will also think that they didn't do anything wrong. So what for keep ourselves struggling on something that will never comes to an end?

Sometimes, being immature isn't a bad thing.
Sometimes, knowing the least is better than knowing the most.
we shall always respect the others cause they have the right to say no and we have no right to force them to say out something that they don't feel like sharing...

well, these are just some of my thoughts. being more precisely, these are just some of my STUPID thoughts :)
and for of course this isn't regarding to anyone or even me. maybe?hah.
so just ignore it.

i'm in a happy mode now!:D

2PM JUST MADE MY DAYY! x)

Junsu's going to arrive at s'pore soon, with junho :(((
so near yet so far. sobs~
i wanna see my hubby(one of my hubbies actually.heh.) and JUNHO oppa! T_________T
[here i'm talking abt dbsk's junsu, not 2PM]

kays..end of the post! ciaoz!

figure it out :)

2010-03-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

a must-listened song!
i will just post the lyrics up..
feel free to find out what the song is yourselves :)

~Isogu youni natsuno seizatachiga
Biruno tanimani katamuite kakureteku

Toorisugiru bokurano mainichi
Chippokena kotode nakisouna tokimo aru

Itsuka kimiga ikitagatteita
Ano misewa mou nakunatteshimatta kedo

Donna himo bokutachiwa
Futari no koi wa owaranai to shinjiteita

Toki wo tomete
Zutto kimino sobani itai
Motto kimiwo dakishimetai (wo wo wow)

Hitotsu hitotsu kimino kotowo omoinagara
Eien dake shinjiteta

Toki wo tomete
Zutto kimino sobani itai
Miageta sora negai komete

Hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku hoshi tsunagenagara
Kimino katachi saga shieta

Toki wo tomete
Zutto kimino sobani itai
Motto kimiwo dakishimetai (wo wo wow)

Hitotsu hitotsu kimino kotowo omoinagara
Eien dake shinjiteta

-i want to stop the time to be with you forever ♥-

loves

2010-01-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

i overslept this morning and that is why i was absent this morning.
it was already 7:15 when i woke up, it was pretty obvious that i would be late for school even if i rush out at that moment.
so i ended up skipping school for the first time in 2010.
wow! just the 27th day of the year i have already set my first ponteng record.haha.
since the school is getting more strict recently, i think it's a must for me to hand up a letter to my form teacher.
what should be the reason i wonder? not feeling well? :)

anyway, yesterday was my hubby's birthday.
"sangael chukka hamnida wuli jaejae! (^^)"
guess not many ppl know who my hubby is.
fyi, he's not living in malaysia. hahah.
if u think i'm out of my mind or something..just go ahead.
i don't really mind.
my brain was never normal since the first day i become a cassiopeia :)
as it was my darling's Bday yesterday, me n zoey both wore cheer u up T to tuition.
and unsurprisingly, terry noticed it. :D

lately i'm addicted to alot of songs.
the first one will definitely be wedding dress.taeyang FTW! hahah.
and also bo beep by t-ara[yea..i know this song is eff-ing annoying, but it's catchy anyway:)] and also Change by Hyun-a from 4minute.
oh! and another one which is a new song.
OH! by snsd.
oh oh oh oh! :D

guess i will stop here, toodles!

still keeping the faith :)

2010-01-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

people please dont blame me..
i know i have left this blog dead like one month? yea, i guess so.
cus i really dont have the mood to blog. and also have nothing much to share.
and yea...
see, i'm speechless again. Lol.

well..without further ago, let's just talk about something.
schooldays aren't fun at all!
i kinda hate school now..= =
it was so freaking boring.
and the worst part is the homework.
gosh! how i wish i could travel back to last year year end hols..
everyday eat,sleep,online..
it sounds pretty lifeless but i enjoyed it :)

yish. sometimes i really hope i'm rich enough to own a private jet.
what for?
of course is to stalk at shinki and follow everywhere they go :D
"i will follow you~~"
ok..this random but whatever.

that day zoey called me and said,
z:"today is really weird"
me:"weird? why?"
z:"the 4 flied to australia"
me:"what?!"
z:"yes. with ricky!"
me:"huh? what micky?"
z:"ricky lah.."
me: *still didnt get what she was saying. lol*
z:"u know?micky's bro?"
me:"ohhhhh cheh.. i thought who. LMAO"
z:"-.-"

ya..the 4 flied to australia! but not malaysia :(
min went to shoot his drama.
junsu went for some photoshooting stuff.
jae n micky went for vacation, with ricky.haha
leaving poor yunnie alone in korea. sobs..TT
but nevermind..as long as they are back to korea now.
junsu is gonna start his musical tour soon.
MozartSu hwaiting! :D

anyway, break out pv teaser is finally out!
but i want more! those few seconds is never enough man..

i think i better stop here. haven't done bio notes and rumusan yet.
i gave up on essay.
laziness never stop bugging me.
who cares it's SPM year?
i guess everyone does except for me :/

whatever, tata!

생일축하합니다

2009-12-15T04:33:00.004+08:00

happy birthday..

15th of december, a big day of yours..
hope u will have an unforgettable birthday this year..

as everyone can see,2009 has been an uneasy year for the 5 of you and also us,the cassiopeia. hope everything will get better when a new year starts.

always keep the faith and hope to the end...

just for you, junsu and also junho oppa :)

PS: i've got a new playlist. enjoy the songs :D

2012

2009-11-16T16:38:00.004+08:00

watched 2012 with my mum yesterday.. i will rate it 8/10. the reason i didnt give it 10 out of 10 is because the movie was a liiittle bit too long.. haha. 2 hours movie..started 20 minutes late. sit until my ass pain. plus, yesterday i was really unlucky.. the fat guy who sat beside me just smoked before he entered the theatre..gosh! bermoral sikit lah..at least go rinse your mouth or chew a gum or whatever lah..damn f**king smelly..= = some more talk damn loud there with his friend.."i watched it already..don't think it's really nice.." then what for u spend another 11 bucks to watch a movie again which u don't find it nice? ish..
nevermind..back to the movie..
do u guys really think that the world is going to end at 2012? i don't think i wna give any comment on that.. i think those things that happened in the movie might really happen in real life..but..maybe not so soon? who knows? just don't take it too seriously..we still have to live, right? be more optimistic and live a happy life :D (since when i become such a positive thinker? haha.)

went to huiyien's house just now.(manhim, don't get jealous XD) actually just for awhile..not even one hour, i think. lol. cause there was a really serious traffic jam in front of my dad's nursery..which caused my mum can't pick me up on time.. makan biscuit and watched 20 mins of "queen of no marriage" at hy's house..hehe. her mum offered me some porridge..but i didn't have it cus my mum alrd tapao mee for me.. don't wna waste food mar..haha.

school today was quite fun? dont know counted anot.. lol. i think i ponteng class for the whole day.. gambled in teratai. played black jack n backarat(dont think it's the correct spelling. lol.) no win no lose. =( zukuan damn lucky. won 12 bucks.. should have asked him to belanja ice-cream. hah.

ohh ya! today i saw a bat in school.. that time ben wei asked me to come over. then he pointed at the "black thing" on the floor.. at first i thought it was a toad. LOL. then he said it's a bat.. i was like o.O bat?? cause it really looks like a toad.. haha. okayy..this is really random..

anyways, i think there's nothing else i wna say.. bye! :D

colors♥

2009-11-08T04:20:00.009+08:00

was too bored...can't find anything better to do..

ended up editing these pictures..haha.

very rough work..i know..no skill lah..what to do?=(

anyways,heaven's postman is coming out next week...can't wait! =D

PS:anyone who wants to grab the pics pls inform me before u do so..thx.^^

slacking all the way

2009-11-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

last week everyone was hoping so badly for exams to end..
but when it really ended, everyone's starting to complain how bored they are now..
i'm not excluded for of course..x)

well..it's not that bad lah when exams are over..at least i get to use the laptop whenever i want without my parents nagging at the side..
and i'm totally lovin' it..hehe

anyways, something happened today and it really brought my mood to deep down..and i seriously hate it..don't really feel like talking about it actually.

honestly, if you really think that all these stupid sXXt that you brought up can affect what we think about them..i'm telling you that you're so wrong!we will only believe in what they say..so just back off and stop being dramatic!

[just to mention, everyone who is reading this please don't misunderstand that i'm pointing at you. this is not what you guys thinking about. ]

anyways, i can't sleep early today..since there's something important waiting for me to do when the clock tics to 12..=)

ohh ya..and any kpop fans here..make sure u guys watch A.N.Jell! jang geun suk and honggi are just too hot to resist!! XD park shin hye is also very pretty and cute..haha

last but not least,

HEAVEN's POSTMAN!

i'm so going to watch this movie! well, it's ovious that jae's the main reason..but i think this will also be a really nice movie..despite the kissing scene =S..ya.. and what so ever.. just not going to miss it! haha..

really don't wanna go school tomorrow..=( physics papers! gahh! god please help me~~~ TT

ding dong dang

2009-10-09T03:04:00.004+08:00

exams starting next monday...

gosh..really hate exams larh..

who the hell created exams?!

no exams=save trees=save ink

am i right?

i'm sure i am.

so everyone, let's say NO to exams!!!

u guys can just ignore me...i'm kinda off today..==

anyways, went ttdi library this morning to "study".

yup...so called "study"..we spent most of the time chatting..
n prank call-ing someone..
yup..it's kinda lame..but it wasn't my idea..
it was jac's. lol.

really tired to talk about what i've been doing recently..

just missing 5 of them more and more...TT

btw,don't think im in emo mood now..i'm definitely not.=)

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guess whos signature's on the card?

it's junsu's mum's signature!!!

and that's malaysia tvxq's forum card...cool har?;D

how i wish i can own the card...

actually i do have one...but it doesn't have the beautiful signature(not that..cus it's alrd smudged><)on it =(

bye holidaysTT

2009-09-27T23:29:00.003+08:00

i don't want to go to school tomorrow!!! TT

urgh! hope for more holidays...

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

miss 5 of them so much...

teehee=D

2009-09-20T03:36:00.007+08:00

lacha lacha tata~

urgh! i just can't get this song out of my head..
i can't stop humming it wherever i go..even when i'm brushing my teeth in the toilet><
(luckily it didn't cause me to swallow any toothpaste. ==)

Lachata is such an addictive and catchy song. although i don't know what exactly does lachata mean. haha. i can actually sing along with the song when i'm listening to it.. but for of course i have been replaying it for quite a few times..(more than a few times i guess. lol.)

and guess what?
i learned how to dance the chorus part of the song! x)
as everyone knows(maybe not everyone, just those who used to dance with me before), i'm a slow learner.. i'm not good in memorising steps.. it's totally impossible for such a "turtle-speed" learner like me to learn a dance through videos..
so i was pretty surprised when i actually learned how to dance this song after watching their live performance videos..hehe

ohh ya!
my mum finally bought me a portable hard drive which i have been asking for for quite a long time..
but it doesn't matter..as long as i have one now and i'm happy with the fact that i can finally download tans of shinki's videos and also save lotsss of their pics =D (but maybe not only shinki lah.haha)..
cause before getting the hard drive there are only 2gb left in my laptop...== pathetic har?

btw, the day before[0918] was AMBER's birthday..=)
by turning 17(18 in korea) on that day i hope she will be blessed with joy and happiness..all the best in her future undertakings..amber unpa hwaiting! ^^

vic.amber.sulli

i wanna have a bite too ><

falling for you...

2009-09-13T00:44:00.007+08:00

"i'm falling for you...o..."

yes..i'm humming colbie's song..

but this post has nothing to do with her..

i've fallen for someone recently..

unfortunately, it's a she..haha

but i have to emphasize that i'm not a lesbian..

i still love my darling jae..xD

anyways, the girl who i get attracted with is...

Amber!

a member of korea's new girl group:f(x) [add maths function. lol.]

she's an ABT(american born taiwanese)

a really cute and cool girl..i would also like to use the word boyish to describe her..haha

both of her parents are taiwanese..just that she was born in the United States..

i think she speaks english quite fluently..

she's also a pro rapper...has nice vocal..and she can dance!

(duh! f(x) is being named as asia pop dance group..sure she can dance pretty well..but victoria is still the best dancer amongst the 5 of them..kkk..)

anyways..before ending this random post...

i would like to share some pics of Amber^^

"hat=life" mentioned by amber

amber and sulli...(both of them are very young...16 and 15..look so mature right?)

bun face! hahaha (so jealous with her fair and beautiful complexion...T T)

sorry to those who were expecting me to blog about something else...
maybe this doesn't seem interesting to you..
but i just cant resist to blog about her...mianhe~ ><

toods!

_untitled

2009-08-30T02:38:00.005+08:00

went to watch UP with cousins yesterday.

not to mention that Russell(the fat boy) is veryyy cute! haha

the movie was nice..interesting..and quite funny. i laughed alot tho..guess we were the loudest in the hall? felt so sorry for the other viewers..xD

many people used to have the thinking that cartoon movies are not worth watching in the cinema. we should just buy pirated dvd and enjoy the movie at home.

well, i have a different point of view..although i don't buy original tapes very often..or should i say never? but for of course, dbsk's album is exceptional..haha.

besides Up, i'd watched orphan and also dance flick a couple days ago..

Orphan..funny talking about it..i covered my eyes whenever the girl,esther kills. those scenes really crept me out. then, only i know why it's rated 18PL.lol.

Dance flick..lame movie..or should i say very lame movie? haha. just like those epic movies.. no big difference..people nowadays enjoy watching this kind of movies since they can burst u into laughters in order to release some stress.. but for me, it doesn't work out like that. maybe sitting for a very long time gives me a headache..my head was aching badly after the movie..

so..yea..that's all for the movie-talk..don't want to be too long-winded(i already am one i guess.)lol.

urmm..what more to talk about?

thinking...

thinking hard....

still thinking....

well, maybe nothing more. lol. i'm so lazy to squeeze my brain juice now..

just going to end this post with some pictures(my blogging habit..hehe)

this is what i call a sexy back! hah.

"early bird"

2009-08-26T04:55:00.004+08:00

good morning peeps..xD
it's 5 in the morning!
wondering why i gt up so early?
actually i haven't got onto my bed yet..and yea..u're right.i'm still awake.
u guys must be doubting that. haha
could u believe that i slept at 6 in the morning yesterday?! damn chunted right? (not exactly. lol.)
i just broke my so-called "sleeping record". ;p

anyways,
that's all i wanna say...

last but not least,

a pic to share:

beautiful cover:) feel like getting this single..the songs are nice tho..soulmate is love<3

kk...off to sleep...toodles!

tagged by some people..

2009-08-25T04:46:00.001+08:00

what's your..
1 Last beverage : skyjuice
2 Last phone call : zoey(we chatted on the phone for 3 times and i actually missed one. lol.)
3 Last text message: huiyien
4 Last song you listened to : i hope
5 Last time you cried : today?ohh.i mean yesterday.

have u ever :
6 Dated someone twice : not even once.
7 Been cheated on : no
8 Kissed someone and regretted it : no
9 Lost someone special : yes.relatives are counted right?
10 Been depressed : yes
11 Been drunk and threw up : never.
three favourite colour :
12 black
13 white
14 red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15 Made a new friend : yes
16 Fallen out of love : guess not?not sure.
17 Laughed until you cried : yup. lol.
18 Met someone who changed you : nope
19 Found out who were your true friend : not sure about this. lol
20 Found out someone was talking about you : yea. the person admitted it anyway.
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list : nope
22 How many people on your friend list do you know in real life : most of them.
23 How many kids do you want to have : never thought of it
24 Do you have any pets : nehh.but wanted to have one.
25 Do you want to change your name : urm. maybe chinese name. lol
26 What did you do for your last birthday : cant remember
27 What time did you wake up today : 12pm. XD
28 What were you doing at midnight last night : onlining
29 Name something you CANNOT wait for : aa3!hehe.
30 Last time you saw your Mother : before she went to bed
31 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : everything is certainly fine now.
32 What are you listening to right now : nothing
33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : not tom but tommy. lol
34 What's getting on your nerves right now : boredom of hols--
35 Most visited webpage : sites about shinki
36 Whats your real name : tay wen yi
37 Nicknames : alot..dont wna mention them xP
38 Relationship Status : single
39 Zodiac sign : gemini
40 Male or female : female
41 Elementary? : sjkc yuk chai
Middle School? : SMKBUD4
43 High school/college? no idea
44 Hair colour : black..very black. lol
45 Long or short : middle length
46 Height : u dont want to know. hahaha
47 Do you have a crush on someone? : not sure?
48 What do you like about yourself? : tak tau
49 Piercings : dont have
50 Tattoos : no,feel like getting one. lol
51 Righty or lefty : -

FIRSTS :

52 First surgery : no
53 First piercing : maybe next year? haha
54 First best friend : tadika friend! well, cant rmb her/his name.
55 First sport you joined : not a sporty person
56 First vacation : genting. i guess?
57 First pair of trainers : no idea

RIGHT NOW :

57 Eating : it's 5 in the morning..expecting me to eat at this time? lol
58 Drinking : nope
59 I'm about to : finish this as fast as i can
60 Listening : nothing
61 Waiting : the sun to rise..haha

YOUR FUTURE :
62 Want kids? : dont know
63 Get Married? : guess yes?
64 Career? : depends

WHICH IS BETTER :
65 Lips or eyes : eyes
66 Hugs or kisses : hugs
67 Shorter or taller : taller
68 Older or Younger : it depends
69 Romantic or spontaneous : romantic
70 Nice stomach or nice arms : nice stomach
71 Sensitive or loud : sensitive
72 hook up or relationship : relationship
73 Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker. lol

HAVE YOU EVER:
74 Kissed a stranger : never. not even someone i know
75 Drank Hard Liquor : no
76 Lost glasses/contacts : no
77 Sex on first date : obviously no- -
78 Broken someone's heart : think so? LOL
79 Been arrested : no. i'm a good girlXD
80 Turned someone down : yes
81 Cried when someone died : yup. 3 times.
82 Fallen for a friend? : yes
83 At the end, you need to choose 15 people (girls n boys) to be tagged and list their names
i guess i'll just skip this x)

randomness.

2009-08-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

since someone demanded, i'll just blog about something..
don't blame me if you find this short..it's meant to be short anyway..lol
just nothing much to talk about.

listening to been so long, a song that's not released yet, by jaechun[my beloved soulmate couple..or should i just call them twin brothers? they do look alike..well,maybe not 100% but from some angles. haha]
pretty nice..something different and not to mention, i like jae's rapping part..=)

isn't this cute? haha. it reminds me of mickey mouse.. lol.

it's taken by micky i guess? since he uploaded it on his CY(something like blogspot but mostly used by koreans..)

guess i'll stop here..tata

ps:hols are boring...--

keeping the faith...

2009-08-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

just a short update..

well..it's hols now..
but unfortunately,dad asks me not to go out so often since h1n1 is getting more serious now..
u can see everyone walking in ou with masks..
i am a little overreacting recently..(just a lil bit xP)kinda sensitive to coughs n sneezes..Lol.

just wanna get myself updated with all the upcoming movies..

UP:a must-watched movie for me..the fat boy is just too cute..XD zoey thinks that the fat boy looks like korean. same thought here. haha

Orphan:the trailer gives me a feeling that the movie will be pretty interesting..too bad it's 18pl..have to try my luck to get into the theatre..haha

did some colour toning on it..;P

as the picture says, always keep the faith..dong bang shin ki hwaiting!

flu?!

2009-06-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

it's 11:50 in the morning...

but why am i here updating my blog?

well...i'm in quarantine now...

don't be shocked..

i'm just having a flu[not a major one]

but my mum asked me not to go to school...

incase the rest of my class get infected..

sadly, i've missed blitzerz's performance...=(

cheer is just around the corner(which is on next sat n sun)

signed up for the package...can't wait to see their full performance!

all the best to BLITZERZ!

heard a really shocking news this morning...

michael jackson has passed away!

words have been circulating that he died of cardiac arrest..

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AA3 is releasing soon!

can't wait...^^

short of $$ now...working hard on it...xD

finally.....i'm back

2009-06-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

ya...i know...

it takes ages for me to update my totally dead blog..

what motivates me to update?

well...i don't know..><

anyway,today is micky's birthday!

생일축하합니다 유천오빠!

[translate:happy birthday yoochun oppa!]

(for those who doesn't know who is micky...

i will just make a short introduction.

he is a member from dbsk,a South Korean boy band quintet formed under SM entertainment.)

clear enough?

kay...back the main point...

i would like to wish oppa a very happy birthday~

hope you be blessed with joy and happiness~

all the best in your future undertakings^^

hwaiting!

let me end my post with some cute pictures of yoochun..hehe

dorky yoochun...XD

say hi to harang!^^ this is yoochun's dog..isn't it adorable?xP

my first bloggy...

2008-10-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

i know nothing about blogging...

actually i don't have to know anything about it right? lol...

just scribble whatever i wna say...

i have skipped school for two days...maybe i will receive surat amaran from school...

but who cares? pmr is over people! time to relax...xP

before this...i have planned plenty of stuffs to do after pmr...

but now...i have no mood...lol..

stay at home...eat..sleep...online....

these have become my daily routine...

btw,tomorrow is children day!!! woohoo~! XD

thinking whether to go back to my primary school...suen ajak me to go back...

but we scared the guard won't allow us to go in...=(

cause during the school dance competition,some stupid seniors went in to steal things...

useless people...kids' stuffs also want to steal...haihs...

yesterday went to ou....

all the people were really crazy..woke up so early and went to shop...

my mum got really frustrated...we reached there about 9..

and all the parkings were almost full...

we spent about half an hour finding parking...= =

anyways,i will be skipping school tomorrow! yeah~! haha...